Time for a rant

I care about people. I have learned about loving everyone. But no matter how hard i try, i can't care about everyone the same. I say this without shame: i do love my friends over everyone else.

Now, i know a lot of people. I hang out with many of them, i talk to them, i even share some stuff with them. But they are not my friends. I might care about how are they, or their health, and that doesn't mean they have the same value to me as my friends.

And, i allow my friends to have an opinion in my life, to make decisions for me when i can't, i forgive them if they do something bad to me, i trust them even when the world says i shouldn't. And that is not something anyone else can do.

So, no matter how close you think you are to me, if you are not my friend, you don't get to say anything bad about my friends, or to hurt them in anyway. I stand up for almost everyone, but for my friends i fight back.

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That was the introduction. I want to share something here, and let this be a reminder to everyone who might read this.

"Dire esto una vez, a quien le corresponda: No vuelvas a involucrar a mis amistades."

Last friday, my best friend got a phone call. A girl asked him if he knew me by my second name. He told her no. Then she asked with my full name. He said yes. She said it was one of my other best friends, and told him i had an accident. He freaked out, but didn't believed she was our friend, so he called the real one. She knew nothing, so they both tried to contact me, but since i had left facebook and my phone is almost always off, they had no way to do so. Today they managed to call my aunt, who told me about it. So, i contacted them, he told me they both had even cried and were really shocked and stressed.

That is the reason of this post. Because i wanted to write how fucking mad i am right now. I am tolerant, trust me. But if i can do something, i cannot let this pass. So, right now: Fuck Off, World

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I do have some blame. I haven't kept up the contact with them. And i hate me because of it. I tend to be a very bad friend. But i try my best. So, to them, my friends, i love you all.

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