viernes, 27 de enero de 2012

7 days

Of struggle, desperation, hate, despair, fear, stress, and an endless, nameless amount of emotions, across the whole spectrum of what someone might feel when a new life starts. Because that's what i want to believe, that i have left behind round after round of self sabotage, self pity, depression. Now, as a friend put it, i actively go against this "need" to stand still and let mi choices escape. And i will try.

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Not everything is bad. I am actually learning a lot more. And enjoying every single aspect of life. I still get sad sometimes, mainly because i see friends going back to mistakes, or i keep hearing people about how being stupid is super fun. I get tempted. So, i fight back. And is getting easier.

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Doing homework...   Is a lot...   can someone help me? xD


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I found a great song in my library. But i posted it before, so...  (time to find a good song that i like) enjoy this xD