Pressure

Force per unit area. The only thing that can give me the certificate from school i need on time, destroyed. Applied on my mind. From time on time, my life sucks. Not always, of course. Is just that eventually, when things seem to take a nice, fine path, comes chaos (wow, i guess i actually imagine chaos as a person) and turn everything upside down. And when that happens, i feel a lot of rage, anger, and this strange energy we all have when we are mad about something. I have to say, this time i didn't spend hours hitting walls or running (actually i enjoy that), but only thought for what should i do to fix everything. And yep, i'm talking about school. About my model, and it's destruction. About the fact that i can't get mad at someone since i don't know who was the responsable. But is not like it matters. From now on, i'll just be more careful, and start making restrictions about who can do what with the stuff and places where i have important things. I've been living almost 3 years without doing it but apparently i can't trust the people who live with me. The only thing i'm glad is that none of this affected anyone else, like friends. In that case, things would have been a lot crazier.

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Yep, another day not to sleep

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A lovely song, a lovely friend who showed it to me. Thanks God for everything.